HUGA HUGA! -*

2008-01-31T16:52:00.000+08:00

They always say - Once bitten twice shy.

Obviously I'm not heeding it (yet) 'cause I'm still lagging behind in my work and there's still no motivation coming my way. ARGH. I really feel like stabbing myself.

This is shit.

2008-01-06T02:12:00.001+08:00

While people are busy making new year resolutions (or have already made), I'm preoccupied with things like planning my timetable, online shopping, watching vcds and so on. What a way to kick-start my new year - nua all the way.

The past few weeks have been filled with fun and laughter, and a bit of catching up with the good old clique too! This is a lil' outdated so please bear with me for awhile yea.

Have been spending a large fraction of time with the beloved AKI eye-candy (HAHA!). Had a wonderful X'mas eve dinner at the most unimaginable place ever - Rooftop. DANG! We went grocery shopping and headed back to the ghost town-like hall to cook. Oohlala.

The phone's camera isn't too good so the food don't look as appetizing but they really were superb! And I made him get tealights to spice up the atmosphere. Muahaha!

The pepper-marinated salmon.

Boiled vegetables.

Beer-boiled Bratwursts.

Mushroom soup with croutons.

Alas, the main course which stuffed my stomach totally (Pardon the salmon being so black, it was the poor lighting).

Cheapo but nice chilled wine (using js' mini pail for ice).

Mango pudding. Hurhur.

Gift exchange: An Espirit belt for the portrait of this uber chui shot of me, and a new nalgene bottle to replace the lost one! :)

The both-also-chui picture.

And the I-chui-but-he-not-so-chui one.

We made our way to Kent Ridge Park after midnight (Haven't even heard about this place even though I'm a student here for half a year already.). Oh boy, it was beautiful. We could oversee the ports from the top and the crane lights made up the splendid night view.

Again, some blur slots from the chui phone (Hey, I tried my best already).

On X'mas day itself, we satisfied our craving for IKEA meatballs! Then, it was dinner at seanie's place in the evening and chilling out overnight at chong's.

We had a 'heart attack' gift exchange session and it was hilarious. Drinking games after that and we got sze kai 90% to being drunk and he was puking all the way till dawn after that. Tsk tsk. Good friends we are, seriously.

The aftermath of mahjong (I had already fallen asleep).

Nern pok trying to act musical.

7 dwarfs (And it so happened that all of us aren't tall).

Spent a great time cycling around the estate with chong in the morning. (Oh man, I miss jy again. Boo.) The girl has been MIA for quite some time already. Hope you're doing fine over there my dear friend! *FEBRUARY FEBRUARY, QUICKLY COME QUICKLY COME*

Okay, back to topic. Hmmm? It was Chingay practice in the lazy afternoon of New Year's eve and steamboat dinner at home with my family and mr.Fong, the invited guest! Muahaha. I was forcing him to finish up whatever leftovers and in the end, both of us got real full.

I think he was trying to impress mummy by helping to clear the dishes after that. HAHA! Slowly made our way down to the airport after that (not exactly slow, thankfully, because the bus driver was darn fast. If not, we would have counted down on the bus already).

So in the end, we spent the first moment of the new year walking through T3. Wow. It wasn't as spectacular as I thought it would be but still fairly nice.

Met up with the block dee peeps to send cailin off and celebrate kaiwen's birthday.

We were having fun, playing boardgames over there.

Photo-taking at 5am!

(Again, I reminisce the time when jy and I nua-ed at the airport. "It takes 3 laughs for the skytrain to arrive." Insider's joke.)

Off I go, you-tubing and munching on soft cheese digestives! :)

2007-12-31T02:21:00.000+08:00

I'm finally settled down at home (the cosy yet messy corner of my room) to blog. And now - an answer to the puzzling emo entry before.

What else but results?

I'm not exactly that sort who will be much affected by academic matters, 'cause I always deserve it when I score very badly. You reap what you sow, you see. However, things are a lil' different this time round. The system is just so different from the one I've been going through for the past 12 years. I'm so accustomed to failing all the way to the final exams.

Well, I did it again in this very first semester. It sucks even more when all around me are so intelligent and hardworking (like majority CAP 3.5 and above).

I feel damn stupid.

Really stupid.

And because of this, its time to question myself. Am I really suited to stay in hall? Nah, I don't think so.

Sigh.

2007-12-27T04:44:00.000+08:00

Kinda sad. Feeling regretful about the past, depressed about the present, worried about the future.

I don't think I'm up to it. Sigh.

2007-12-10T03:39:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I really hate my boyfriend.

JianGuo says (3:33 AM):
hey i got a half slping photo haha

Ah, la peaceful melody. says (3:33 AM):
ya the funny look. lol!

JianGuo says (3:35 AM):
zzz.. crop me out hahah

Ah, la peaceful melody. says (3:36 AM):
no need la. so handsome!!

JianGuo says (3:36 AM):
go n die

u fat pig

wahaha

Ah, la peaceful melody. says (3:36 AM):
u idiot!

2007-12-03T03:01:00.000+08:00

3 papers down. 1 more to go. Yet, I'm still procrastinating. WTH?

Went out to study today. Tried some yummy ice cream waffles at Haato. The rum n' raisin is DAMN NICE LA. Yum yum.

Gying! I'll bring you there when you're back! I was surfing around for some nice cafes and chill-out spots. And I just can't help but think of you, girl. :) Simply thought of how we can go nua there from Feb onwards. Touched or not! You'd better be la.

* * *

Gonna go around the island for a yummy food spree after Wednesday. Seriously, you got me into deep shit la. I just eat non-stop now. Zzz. Ditch-me-if-you-can. Muahaha.

Its not exactly a secret but I'm not trying to declare it widely too.

Just displaying my happiness. :) (You better jog with me every night!)

2007-11-25T23:57:00.000+08:00

After msn-ing with gying last night, I'm all hyped up to update! Not exactly the right time to do so. But nevermind la, slack so much already, a lil more wont kill. (YEAH RIGHT.)

Really really dont have the time to blog when I'm in hall. I'm not in my room most of the times you see. I'm always Walking-Around-Aimlessly (in short, Waa-ing - quoted from shaojie, that penguin). Its a normal sight to see people waa-ing. And then, I started hopping from level to level.

Hmmm.

Eventually, I landed up at a certain level (HEE.) Next up was night cycling, which was super duper memorable (HEE-HEE.) And then I stopped going home on Saturdays, to watch teevee and play card games throughout the night.

Muahaha.

You see me going for breakfast almost everyday too. Woo.

Okay, I'm getting nowhere. That's the point. I'm trying to be sickening here.

Then came my birthday! Oh wow. MF peeps dropped by and 'surprised' me with a cake. But I was rushing my essay dued on 2359 before my birthday. Ended up writing a lot less than expected and submitting late -_- (But everything is well now 'cause I've just gotten my grade and WOW, I think its birthday luck.)

The dee-blockers celebrated for me too with a whipped cream cake and the big-head song. Thanks ah!

The preparations, for the "fantastic song".

Then, they started singing!

I blew the candle on the whipped cream "cake".

Of course, this is the expected result.

"Why your head bigger than mine?.."

Mok ponding me.

And I kanna-ed the real one. Haha.

But poor val got it too.

Nevertheless, we're still one happy family!

Chilled the afternoon away at holland v with dee peeps and it was practically an eat-non-stop day.

At cold rock for desserts.

They had this lovely swing and we just had to take a photo on it.

So handsome and pretty. HAHA!

We were just too happy.

Alas, everyone's in it! :)

Dinner was at the secluded dempsey hill and the ambience was simply perfect. (Erm, yeah. Just the two of us. :) Hee.)

Seanie and gang gave me a pair of uber-shiok speakers and I spent the next day chilling with them. Its just great to sit down and talk to seanie-poo, sipping the evening away.

Oohlala.

Finally, I saw my first ever dreamhouse being built from scratch and saw it on my table on the Sunday morning. :)

All I can say is,

I'm a happy girl.

2007-11-25T02:04:00.000+08:00

Yeah! I'm going for supper now!

Hmmm. You know what? Put your wishes on msn and they might just come true, though a lil slow.

"Boyfriend, please drive me out for supper" - if anyone can remember that. ;P

Supper, here I come!

2007-11-24T16:19:00.003+08:00

Sean (mum's friend) is damn zai. She can eat the currypok, talk to mummy over the phone and drive safely at the same time. Ultimate multi-tasker. Up la.

My life now comprises of 3S - Sleep, slack, study. (in order of importance).

Oh man, that sucks.

* * *

He is so......

cute :)

2007-11-23T23:24:00.000+08:00

Seriously, you should be old enough to take responsibility of your own actions. What the hell are you doing man?

Please wake up. Damn it.

2007-10-09T14:45:00.000+08:00

Its a gloomy Tuesday afternoon!

I'm not done for the day yet, sad to say. It'll only end when the sun sets and that's when jojo starts to play. Hmmm...

Haha. It has been hell week since last Saturday. Essay and test and test and essay. OH MY GOSH. Almost died.

Have been in Sheares for more than 2 months, and yes, F.Y.I. I'm in Block E. But I know (oh yea the whole world knows) that I only spend my sleeping time (well, maybe my bathing time/surfing the net time, etc) here.

This kinda sucks 'cause I'm don't really know what I'm doing now. I'm more or less obligated to join the block's activities, but I'm not exactly doing so. On the contrary, I'm looking forward to other inter-block comm meetings.

Things just get worse everyday... Now I don't even know if I'm gonna stay next year.

Sigh.

Well, on the lighter note, when things get too bored during study sessions and in the midst of those draining essays, people do weird things...

May I present to you,

'The Terrible Fate of Mr. Hello Panda!'

MUNCH MUNCH. *BURPPPP*

2007-09-26T19:03:00.000+08:00

Argh. A failed attempt to study alone at mac. I've wasted 3 hours already, staring into blank space (my textbook, in fact), and occasionally dozing off.

Dammit.

~~Home.~~ ~~Hall.~~ ~~Mac.~~ Then where? I am so stranded. There's nowhere else for me to study.

My span of concentration is decreasing exponentially. Sucks man.

2 essays. 3 tests. 2 presentations.

I'm so dead.

Can I eat the book and notes and let diffusion take place in my blood and make its way to my brain and let the neurons take over from there?

I don't like my tertiary workload. :(

2007-09-25T00:33:00.000+08:00

The start of my hectic week! The ironic thing is, I'm still feeling all relaxed.

ARGH.

Snap me out of this, someone.

I've already laid out a daily timetable, but at this rate, I'll be lagging behind from tomorrow onwards.

What the hell.

*&^%$#@!

HEY HEY HEY!

I must finish my stuff by Sunday! So I can go out and watch soccer matches! Haha. I managed to catch like the last 20minutes of the match yesterday with 3 Man Utd fanatics (we spent alot of time touring around Yishun and finding a parking slot).

It was Prataaaaaa after that. I gave bomb a miss 'cause i foresee my weight shooting up within the next 2 months. Shiat!

I'm looking forward to the weekends now. Hurhur. However, it'll be an action-packed one this week 'cause it'll be tuition-madness everyday from Friday onwards.

* * * SIDE-TRACK * * *

QUEK QUEK! LEEHOM AUTOGRAPH SESSION! Been a year since we last saw him.

Sobs and cries and whines.

* * * BACK TO TOPIC * * *

Finally met Seanieeeee yesterday and he bought some yummy Bakerzin mooncakes with truffles inside. DAMN SHIOK.

Gonna meet up with Kenken! (goodness, wonder-what-made-me-think- of-this-disgusting-name-out-of-a-sudden)

I miss tioman la :(

2007-09-23T00:56:00.000+08:00

I realise that in some corners of my mind, he is still around.

They are so much alike. Everything - the looks, the smile, and the way they speak.

It was me, who was stupid enough to let the fun I've been having engulf me. It seems so long ago since we talked. I mean, really talked. Let me see, was it July?

Okay, it sounds like merely 2 months. But within this short frame of time, I've been enjoying myself far too much that I've lost touch with the outside world.

I feel bad, without taking the initiative to keep in contact, and yet, start to feel remorse now.

What's the point, seriously?

Yeah, its kinda obvious that we can't change things back to the way it was half a year ago. But secretly, I'm praying for it.

My hope of it happening just grows with the number of words I'm tying now.

I realise that deep down inside, I still miss you, my friend.

2007-09-20T22:55:00.000+08:00

Hall is sucking my life away.

I've neglected too much. My studies is in jeopardy. My family and friends - I just can't find time for them.

I suck.

I can't prioritize. People like me shouldn't remain in hall. In the first place, I wasn't even supposed to be here.

But still, there is so much more that outweighs the agony.

I can only find comfort from other places, and not the one I call my own. How sad.

Sheares Hall Rag Performance

2007-08-13T03:20:00.001+08:00

We won!

Yes,

SHEARES WON!

Rag 0708 was indeed an experience. After a month and a half of dance practices, our efforts were finally paid off. I've gained so much. Its simply undescribable.

7 out of 10 awards. And the Chancellor's shield.

I will never forget the moment when we all stood still, holding on to one another, with one common dream.

I love my SEA OF ORANGE.

2007-07-23T03:24:00.000+08:00

I'm at vonnie's house now and she's sleeping soundly, so I have to type this very very slowly and quietly.

Many things happened in the past week, with great twists and surprises. But I am glad to say that they're mostly positive.

Full dance practices started on Monday and they're quite tedious at times. But I had fun anyway. I feel so comfortable just by being there, because it really makes me feel at home.

We had a raggers party on Friday, with a low freshie turnout rate (only 6). Haha. The theme was MAFIA, duh. We played lame orientation games in the middle of the studio and had to drink whenever we lost. Its the first time I ever got groggy from drinking. DANG!

The good-looking freshies.

The hottest bodyguards. HAHA!

DEAN!!! (aka my Brad Pitt) MUAHAHA.

* * *

After much disappointment and anticipation, I've finally got a place in hall. Really, cheers to the many seniors who helped put in a good word for munnie and me and gone through so much trouble to pull us in.

YEAH.

This means we can officially join SHY and SWOC! Happy!

2007-07-08T23:07:00.000+08:00

I had a hearty meal, one made with LOVE!

That's a hell load of baked beans I know, wrong estimation. Haha. Told ya I love Sundays, its the only day when I have home-cooked food. :)

And when I transferred the pictures from my phone, I remembered this.

The difference between a normal fish burger and one that has been in the microwave for toooooo long.

Tuition has resumed last Monday and I had my second lesson today. She's still an angel. Hee. Many have been saying things like 'WHAT? The pay is pathetic.' or 'my brains are meant for teaching older students, primary school kids are too easy for me'.

HEY.

I beg to differ. So what if you guys are undergraduates, it doesn't necessarily apply that you're good enough to teach secondary school or JC kids. Don't judge.

* * *

Woo, free tickets to HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF PHOENIX on Saturday! I-was-so-crazy-over-Dan-Radcliffe-then-and-my-heart-still-melts-when-I-see-his-pictures.

OH-SO-CHARMING. (what the hell am I doing, using You-Know-Who lingo. -_-)

Off I go, to continue chapter4 of the book. How on earth will I be able to finish it by Saturday. Die liao.

P.S. I've added pictures for the previous entry!

2007-07-08T00:02:00.000+08:00

Its either I've been too busy, too lazy or too chocolatey(?) to blog.

Flag Day's finally over! After months of preparation, we finally saw our fruits of labour. It really was tedious. PHEW. Now, gonna cross fingers for everything to sum up to a decent amount.

One week ago, I was back from arts camp (okay I know I'm really lagging). It was good! Yeah ASKARI! Best OG and best councillor (Karen) for AFRO house and best mascot for the camp!

Hee. The activities planned were really... WOW. Although the intensity was a little scary (having to sleep for approximately 4hrs daily with the next day filled with games and packed with minimal breathing time), I was truly amazed by the programmes and detailed planning.

Yea, I had my share of unhappy moments during the camp. And things weren't exactly settled yet. Sigh.

I need, I want, I desire.

* * *

Anyway, two camps down and one more to go (make it two PLEASE.) Rag practices will be starting, full form, in about a week's time. Hopefully, we'll get rooms for convenience and of course, for the fun factor. Just in case... Hmmm. (bahhh.)

I just don't get it, most of the times.

Why do things always fall apart when one yearns most for them? Then, this is when I recall the pendulum theory, which can easily apply to many things.

Well, maybe that's it.

2007-06-23T00:33:00.000+08:00

OH MY. I actually spent 50mins in the toilet. CONSTIPATED! Well, I guess it was a good 'workout'. Perspired like hell. DANG!

I feel really sinful after consuming some botak jones dinner. The worst thing is, I actually didn't feel bloated (which I usually do) after the meal. WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY STOMACH, INFLATED SIA!

Muahaha. I finally got back my dose of Ghost Whisperer! But I'll miss it next week, due to the camp. Oh. Speaking of the camp, I don't wish to go clubbing with them. I can't really stand this kinda pandemonium.

I think I just might have something on during one of the camping nights you know... *Looks around.

Finally, the long-awaited weekends are here! This week passed exceptionally fast, don't you guys think so? Or is it just me? Perhaps.

Next few days are gonna be fun! MUAHAHA.

2007-06-20T19:15:00.000+08:00

Shoobid Kenneth. He has to wake me up when I was having my evening nap. I can't get back to sleep! And now that I'm awake, my stomach is rumbling again!

I think there are worms in it.

I've been bingeing like crazy ever since I came back from the camp last weekend. All the efforts put in to exercise are all gone to waste. BAHHH. What can I do? (I'm munching on some cookies as I'm typing this.)

AWFULLY SINFUL!!!

Eeeks, I'm disgusted by my own act. Double chins, flabby arms. OH NO MY WORST NIGHTMARE!

*Shall jog tomorrow, shall jog tomorrow*

Hee. Some highlights of the past week!

When we were at Sentosa! We were the only two girls in the group who remained dry throughout. The others got ponded. LOL.

At gying's place, celebrating mongmong's birthday. LOOK AT NERN'S SPASTIC FACE. WAH LAO, super kiam pa. HAHA!

And that's mongmong and me!

Muahaha, I just love the good ol' MF gang. There will always be laughter when they're around, and that can't be found with any other ordinary clique. Hmmm, maybe except OG13 (yeah CORAY!)

BINGRONG (aka my husband who divorced me a gazillion times) WAS HILARIOUS I TELL YOU! We couldn't stop laughing at his dumb army stories.

Too bad he divorced me again. Nevermind, I'll try harder next time.

Wait for me ah RONG RONG!...

2007-06-18T21:28:00.000+08:00

I've changed my blog add! Its something that I've wanted to do ages ago. Narcissistic is just too complicated a word to be typed.

Hmmm. I've recovered! Gloomy no more. Now, I'm looking forward to arts camp, rag practices and SWOC. And Agnes is in the same faculty! WOO. I won't be lonely during lectures.

Its time to start intensive jogging again. BAHHH. Did I mention how much I dread it but its like BO BIAN. I wanna fit into the clothes that I bought 5 years ago. I-was-so-slim-then. SOB!

And I've started my Harry Potter marathon to keep up with the upcoming book and movie. Better start yours too!

2007-06-16T11:58:00.001+08:00

Its a gloomy afternoon and I've procrastinated for.. A day and a half?

I'm suffering from some post-camp blues and its terrible. I liked the camp, yet I hated it. BAH. If only I wasn't that SUAY, I guessed I would have been a lot more enthusiastic (like how I was during NY's O1!).

Don't wanna elaborate further. It just turns me OFF seriously. Let's just pray that SWOC will be 'pest-free' and be an unforgettable one. I really like sheares, it gives me a warmth feeling knowing that the people inside are all ah siaos. But somehow, I feel inferior.

Totally buang now.

EMO.

Very few NYJCians around. It has become a whole new culture again. How I wish Coray is in it with me.

I miss my OG 13.

2007-06-11T09:43:00.001+08:00

I didn't mean to shout at you. It hurt when I hung up the phone.

I'm sorry.

2007-06-10T23:27:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is camping day already. I haven't really thought of what stuff to bring yet. (tonnes of plasters!)

No bimbos. No himbos. No bimbos.

I'm soooo drained. And extremely dehydrated. It has become so much of a chore! I concluded that I cannot live without my Nalgene! MUACK.

It finally took its toll on me after 6 days of TORTURE! Haha. I simply dragged myself to Chinatown, City Hall, town, Thomson and finally home.

Not only oohlala, but abit orhlulu too.

My eyes are kinda droopy. I couldn't fall back to sleep after waking up at 9am. So much for setting alarms every morning! Now my biological clock rings by its own. DANG!

Hafta rush some documentary work before I can sleep. Hmmm, maybe I shall go sleep first and finish it tomorrow morning! Okay, that shall be it. BYE!

No bimbos. No himbos. No bimbos.

2007-06-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

They say catching falling leaves brings good luck.
But on that windy evening, we missed it.

Could this mean the end, right at the beginning?

2007-06-08T01:37:00.001+08:00

Losing 1.5kgs in 3 days! That's like SHIOK. But my lower back's condition is deteriorating. Hope it gets better by the weekends.

YEAH, TGIF.

Unfortunately, I doubt I have proper plans for the next 3 days. We shall see how it goes. Maybe it shall be an intensive workout weekend or something. HAHA.

BIG FACE BIG FACE GO AWAY.

Grrr. Why do I suffer from water retention all the time? Shooks. Time for bed now. Gotta wake up early for my morning routine! I like it. :)

2007-06-06T01:03:00.000+08:00

Okay, I shall be back from my hiatus and stop my EEEEEMMMMMOOOOO-ing. Been in it for far too long.

Not worth it.

I wanna spend the last couple of months of my holidays well. Shan't waste it no more. To kick start it, I've retired being Miss couch potato and woke up early to jog. It shall be the same for later. However, my non-spontaneous back is aching more frequently these days. My spine is in jeopardy.

I seriously can't wait for school to start. We'll be attending SECC! I think it'll be 4days of fun and laughter. That's just what I need. But BTT clashes with it, so me, being the kiasu queen, have started mugging! That's retarded I know.

And you know what? I actually forgot to submit my OAM Form A! Haha, what absent-mindedness. So thanks yvonne for making a trip down with me! Had so much fun catching up these days.

I have cravings for some kickass boardgames! Hey mf kiddos, let's go!

* * *

Flag Day's coming up real soon, so there've been more work for us in the office.
7th July, Saturday. Any takers?

2007-05-13T09:09:00.001+08:00

I'm leaving this place for good. I'm not abandoning it, it has been around when I was happy. It always feels good reading archives, reliving those joyful moments.

But,

it's filled with misery, too much for me to handle.

So I'll bring some sadness away, and leave all the happiness behind, to be shared with all out there.

Goodbye, good old faithful blog.

2007-05-08T23:18:00.000+08:00

I feel the heat in my calves. Hmmm! So glad that I pulled through the jog (together with IRONMAN!). Its a new route this time round. Tomorrow night, I'm gonna go explore other areas! *Beams.

As I was cooling down, I passed by that faithful place and thought of that particular guy. Suddenly, one of Leehom's tunes rang in my head. How I wish the lyrics will go KABOOM, and become true!

HAHAHA fantasize fantasize!

Look at my sweet lil' angel! She makes tuition so much less torturous! Yesterday, she was lying on the ground while doing problem solving verbally. WTH. Super cute la. HAHA.

And fat pig ken will be finally out of field camp tomorrow. HAHA hope he didn't get stung by big fat millipedes or something. Who knows, it has already happened and he's having some THICK SAUSAGE LIPS now. LOL. (I think he's sneezing away, with someone cursing him now.)

2007-05-08T00:25:00.000+08:00

Watchey watchey! FINALLY IT'S MINE!! What a beauty, really!

DAMN HIGH DAMN HIGH DAMN HIGH!

Just finished watching SawII.

DAMN NICE DAMN NICE DAMN NICE.

I can't wait for SawIV to be out! YEAH, to those who thought SawIII marks the end, you can now look forward to more action. Yum yum!

I want my spiderman 1 and 2 dvds! Argh.

2007-05-06T23:07:00.000+08:00

Brunch today was at Carnivore Vivo. WOO. Its yummilicious. The cuts came non-stop at the first round, so naturally we were bloated after clearing our plates once. Dex was telling us about his dream and it was hilarious! I really pity Shang at times, he must have been sneezing non-stop at home!

We pigged out at Haagen Daz after that. And then, it was home and tuition for me.

* * *

I have an extremely short concentration span. I can't seem to be able to finish things up completely. Be it work matters or goals in my life. Despite being enthusiastic in the first place, I end up losing interest when things get draggy. I hate myself for being like this.

I am not pleased with my life now. I want school to start! Yet, I am afraid of the hectic lifestyle I'll be facing. School, projects, CCAs, tuitions and more. Stucked in between.

I feel as if I'm wasting my days away. Monday, Tuesday, blah blah, Sunday and YEAH, the cycle repeats. Nothing achieved, no targets ahead. Every small reward I give myself now seems ultra sinful. But if I don't, I think I'll just crumble inside.

See, stucked there again.

ARGH. So wrecked. So frustrating. I don't know what to do. Can I just sleep till the rainbow appears again?

2007-05-05T23:01:00.000+08:00

Finally met up with baobei Siying today (together with mun)! Just lazed around at Raffles City S.C. and had some staff-priced Ben&Jerry's! Yummy. We were back to our kopi-chats (missing a member this time round), except that the setting was a lot classier.

The good old days! How we used to just nua around at the grandstand and kopitiam outside school on Thursday evenings.

Our crap-dao-bao was updating us about her Bangkok trip! She bought HELL LOTSA STUFF WITH DAMN LITTLE AMOUNT OF $$. OH MY OH MY. I'm super keen to go there now!

All along I've always heard people saying that the stuff there is like damn cheap, but I've never had a chance to experience it myself.

I don't care. I MUST GO DURING THIS JUNE.

Forget about GSS (25th May- 22th July!). HAHA, duh!

2007-05-04T01:15:00.000+08:00

I finally received my DAMN BIG LETTER, like after a week! SO HIGH! I practically read the whole booklet. Haha, what an idiot.

I tried my night jogging for the first time around my estate! Super uber tiring, but its so fulfilling! Now I'm wondering, how do I bring Mr. Walkman along during my jogs? I need some ~~TECHNO~~ HIGH TEMPO music to keep me motivated! This jojobanana is one lazy arse currently.

You should really look at the amount of weight I've put on since the tioman trip. Scary, I tell you! It seems like I'm suffering from water retention everyday. HAHA!

Time to shed shed SHED it all off! Which equal to jog jog JOG everyday!

I met up with zonglin in school, thinking to do some catching up. Who knows, I ended up making new friends! Through the super dumb concentration game. Each of us have 4 identities, that makes it 20 names in total. We played for more than an hour! Can you imagine that?! Damn high. HAHA.

Last but not least, its
SEANIE POOOOO'S BIRTHDAY!

LOL! The super suggestive photo. Oh please, he's just a pseudo BF who is somewhat like a brother cum buddy. Hey friend, don't kill me for posting this up! HAHA. Enjoy your ~~ARMY~~ POLICE (Oops!) DAYS. :)

2007-05-01T02:52:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling extremely relieved that today's Labour Day! I'm always looking forward to the weekends, so its even more special when I can take a day off during weekdays! Yippy yea yea.

We came up with this lameshit after computer class. Jy needs to see a trichologist, she has the least amount of hair. Haha.

Dinner was not a filling one but overall it was okay. We got to talk to uncle Christopher who was a POW during J.O years! None of us knew that POWs now have free memberships to SAFRA clubs! Haha. Okay, that's kinda off. Hmmm, the main thing is that he was shot multiple times and still survived! WOW.

I am one happy girl today. I realise that everyday, I get more stable with my feelings. And I'm learning how to control, and not supress it as I go along. This is looking so good!

I can almost smell the freshness of the morning.

2007-04-29T02:39:00.000+08:00

YEAH! No longer school-less! AUGUST, PLEASE COME QUICKLY.

I can't wait for uni life to start! Yippy yea yea! :)

2007-04-29T02:07:00.000+08:00

Sometimes when we know each other too well, we tend to forget about the small details that contributed to the way things are now. Okay, in the first place, there weren't many.

Sometimes, they do matter. I do mind. But in our comfort zone, they hold no significance.

How sad.

2007-04-27T01:27:00.000+08:00

HELLO. I'm at that kuku cheong's place now. She's on the phone with kuku umbrella. And I'm laughing away all night in front of the monitor.

BTH.

2007-04-24T23:38:00.000+08:00

Feel cheated. Disappointed.

To think that I made the effort to... Sigh, forget it.

I finally moved my fat arse and jogged today. When I'm depressed, I will push myself as far as I can to vent it. So naturally, I wasn't at my best form this evening because I was happily anticipating.

BUT,

why do you have to fail me. Boohoo.

Well, its OKAY! Continue to do so! I will become damn skinny at the end of the month. THANKS AH.

2007-04-24T00:30:00.000+08:00

Oooh. The sit-ups make me wanna shit. HAHA. I hope they'll force the most dreadful thing of the month out too, so I'll have regular periods. Yeah.

I did quite alot of catching up during the past weekend. Even with beloved teckuku! Hello officer-to-be! Oh, the good old days when we'll walk, or rather, stroll home together. And the wee hour chats! Haha, sounds romantic right! DUH~

2007-04-21T01:33:00.000+08:00

Where is my confidant?

I hope its just pre-menstrual blues. I can't seem to lift that load off my shoulder. Don't know if I should just laugh it off, or cry over my own misery.

Woebegone.

Work; family; finance. They just make things worse.

I feel... small. It doesn't really matter if I get knocked down at this moment. It won't make a difference.

Yeah, that insignificant.

2007-04-19T23:24:00.000+08:00

I have this terrible hunch.

Something big seems to be coming my way. I hope its just my imagination. I don't want things to fall apart. Not at this part of my life.

2007-04-18T23:01:00.000+08:00

What do you call Pooh's wife?

Pooh-Bor.

AHHHH! I can't believe soke asked me that. It is crude but it makes absolute sense! HAHA.

I have finally made up my mind to take up driving. Although I'm a poor kid, I'll find my means and ways to dig some money out for this.

Or just throw me a rich brat la. I want a car. And some cash to buy a freakin' new camera. DAMN. It sucks being poor.

2007-04-17T23:23:00.000+08:00

Oh so dumb. I wanted to download 'Geek In the Pink'. Instead, I typed 'Geek in the Park'.

THAT IS DUMB.

2007-04-17T00:41:00.000+08:00

SEANIE, WHERE ARE YOU?

At this point of time when I need my best friend the most, NS has to rob him off me! Sob.

But it was really heartwarming to receive his reply just now, even after lights off.

I WANNA GIVE HIM A HUG LA.

All these aren't exactly necessary. Its my emotions creating havoc. I'm feeling like the waves now. High in a moment, low in the next.

I hate it when everything churns up inside, because the positive will start to turn into negative.

But then again, the bittersweet moments melt the tough exterior. And I go a big round and get back to square one again, getting more confused each time.

Why does this always happen? This is shit.

2007-04-15T23:34:00.000+08:00

'Why you so like that?'

I am in my own world again. HAHA.

Not that its a good thing. It has never been a good thing anyway.

No inspiration at all, but it seems like I'm having a lot bottled up inside.

AHHHHHHH! This is torturous!

2007-04-14T03:05:00.000+08:00

I still can't get enough of Chong. Met her for supper just now, together with MONGMONG! And I'll be meeting her later, and on Sunday too. WTH!

SEEING HER FOR ONE WHOLE WEEK.

Even my boyfriend doesn't meet me up so often lo! Not that I have one to start with la, but still... Wth.

So happened to wear the same shirt during the diving trip.

7 years of friendship and still counting. Hmmm. Recently, we've been speaking with lotsa telepathy. At certain times we'll blurt out the same crap and go 'HAHAHAHA!'

This shot makes us go 'Awwww...'. It brings back all the recollections of everything. So emo la!

2007-04-13T00:40:00.000+08:00

I finally bought my long awaited SE phone! Though its super non-user friendly, I like it still.

Now, I wish my MRT rides will take longer everyday!

Tuesday was indeed a good day! Fat pig ken passed his test and we celebrated Chong's birthday over at my place that night.

We sang our song over the mahjong table, of course! Haha. Chatted till the wee hours, watching the exciting soccer match and gossiping about NY stuff. Super dumb.

In short, I've been seeing the same old 3 idiots everyday since Sunday. That makes it 5 days in a row. Wow, what a record for a clique which just got together less than a month ago.

Cheryl, the Birthday Girl.

FuQ, the lamest shit ever.

And fat pig ken, too scary a face that it has to be censored. HAHA.

Not forgetting our 2 lovely hunks who are already suffering in camp. Presenting,

Wilfreddie, our SEXAY babe!

Seanie, our future POLICEMAN!

Oops, so sorry. I have to spoil the moment and end this with me. Yeah, our tioman gang!

2007-04-09T23:51:00.000+08:00

I'm all stinky now and still procrastinating. To be frank, 70% of the times, I hate showers. HAHA! Bet jy agrees with this. When you're all tired and stuff, you just wanna laze around and bath is the last thing on your mind.

I'm finally peeling la, when the rest are already done with it! My chaotah-ed skin feels attached to me eh! (Chaotah on the head! LOL.) Slow process, hmmm.

I feel kinda guilty for postponing/bringing forward my tuition sessions. Poor lil' kid.

But I pity soke's students even more. THAT TUTOR. Wah piang! You'll never wanna hire her man, she's pure scary. Cancels tuition like nobody's business. (HAHA, tarnishing her reputation here!)

Today, like yesterday, was dinner and daytona with the clique. Daytona was some lame shit because it became bumper cars instead! But freakin' cheap la, 50 cents for 20 laps? Woo, nothing beats that.

The new craze is no longer screwing up the steering wheel, but forcing the player to enter the pit!

HAHA. Don't think normal people would understand this. BAHH...

I'm really darn used to seeing them after work and on weekends. Guess I'll need some time to switch my lifestyle back to the way it was, when they all get enlisted in a few days' time.

A couple more meetings and we're really done.

Happy day! Its CHERYL CHONG'S BIRD-DAY tomorrow!

I hope it'll be a lucky day yea, and that fat pig ken wont screw his theory test. I'll most probably be getting my phone tomorrow! YEAHS.

2007-04-08T12:19:00.000+08:00

Today is Sunday! I'm in better spirits today. Seemun stayed over and we chatted till the birds started chirping. She's halfway through a MASSIVE project now, while I'm just nua-ing beside her at the dining table.

HELLO SEEMUN! (turn to my left and smile)

We watched thir13en ghosts yesterday and woo, it was good la.

There'll be tuition later, but after that it'll be dinner with the same old bunch of people. I practically see them 4 times or more every week! Next week will be our official 'last' week together already. We've been saying since 2 weeks ago that our movie outing would be our final gathering, but who knows we still met up like hell lotsa times.

Yeah, my place became some sort of HUB.

The sofas, mattresses and the MJ table.

Super NUA la. Shiok!

2007-04-07T22:05:00.001+08:00

Why do bitter and sweet come together? They are an irony placed side by side, yet complement each other so well at certain times.

I've been thinking and thinking and thinking, and it got me feeling so down.

The moment I close my eyes last night; when I wake up in the morning; during the long bus rides; throughout the lonely walk home under the umbrella; as I'm typing this.

I reminisce.

It struck me that fairy tales never once came true, in my life at least.

I'm off to fetch seemun, bye.

2007-04-07T01:53:00.000+08:00

I am dead beat, but I can't really fall asleep now. Having less than 6 hours of sleep everyday for the past few weeks, I'm getting used to it and any 8 hours rest or more becomes a luxury instead.

We watched Sunshine on a sunny Thursday afternoon and it was average to me. Badminton was called off as the 10 CCs I called were all fully booked! WTH. People get really healthy on public holiday eves I see. Finally had our last BOTAK dinner with a record waiting time - 20minutes! That's hella fast la. MJ was more or less the same, with people getting real tired at the third quarter. As usual, I slept at 6a.m (but on my bed this time round).

The next afternoon was filled with more MJ, having no idea of where to go and what to do.

NUA-ing is the way to be la.

Almost teared when seanie went into his cab. Don't ask me why I was so emotional. It just came naturally, when you know that that could be the last time you'll see your best friend in the next... 3weeks? HAHA.

The 4 of us continued lazing around in my room (It is in a terrible mess now!). BIG guy and I played dumb games to keep ourselves ~~alive~~ awake. And then, we had our carl's jr with a free burger for the BIG guy!

Oh fine, I was late for 210mins for og outing. (Oops!) I don't know if it was the things I said or that I look like a joke myself, they just couldn't stop laughing since the moment I arrived! LOL.

I have been laughing as heartily as I could. Its been long since I had such stamina for laughs. I mean, I really am happy. :)

Well...

maybe not.

2007-04-04T23:48:00.000+08:00

I finally played a lil' bball after so long! I remember those mugging periods when we will head to the courts in school after the sun has set. At those times, it was a way to relieve and take a breather from the load of information we had cramped ourselves with.

Today's session was just fun, joy and laughter. It was damn funny la. I never sucked so much at ABC before! I think I took more than 20 tries to move on to the next level, when fuQ was already a step to his final three-pointer.

I think big blisters are developing from the barefooted game. Hmmm?

Tomorrow will be the so-called final gathering with ex-9c peeps. Its really weird why I am always the only girl around! Its even more weird why I would be willing to join them despite knowing this fact. Haha.

Everything has been well-planned! It'll be badminton in the evening, BOTAK after that and MAHJONG throughout the night (provided that fat pig ken has the stamina to stay awake!).

Yeah. I'm truly enjoying myself these days. The joy won't last long!

P.S. Tuition, AHHhhHHhhhHHhhH!!!!!

2007-04-02T23:33:00.000+08:00

Temperamental.

I'm really fine now! Hee. I might post about my vacation after all! Provided that I have the time. This week seems packed with lotsa stuff.

I'm looking forward to the weekends, but on the other hand no, because this means that beloved seanie is enlisting!

Awwww. I'll miss him.

* * *

Today's badminton session was an eye-opener because this BIG friend practically thrashed everyone else la. And the amount of sweat from him - WAH PIANG, its enough to wash my clothes already. Haha!

I am growing overweight from the pathetic hours of sleep, as well as from over-eating.

We have botak jones, carl's junior, billy bombers, etc. Hmmm, all planned out before they start suffering in faraway lands! Not forgetting our number 1 sport - MAHJONG!

I'm lovin' it.

2007-03-28T22:06:00.000+08:00

I don't feel too well now, mentally. Don't feel like posting about tioman anymore too, so yea.

Sorry guys, no more pictures.

Its so weird when one can get so hyperactive about things and turn gloomy at the next moment. So strange that I feel like my body is an empty shell, totally dead, while my mind lingers at a place I can't find.

B r a i n dead.

2007-03-24T22:39:00.000+08:00

LOOK AT MY COLOURFUL THIGH! HAHAHA!

(Stupid Sean singing stupid song behind me now. And Cheryl lost her brain.)

2007-03-23T09:55:00.000+08:00

I'm back from the sunny island!

Kinda roasted. Thighs are burnt like charsiew, but I like my tan now!

Pictures will be up soon with details of my wonderful holiday trip! :)

2007-03-15T19:23:00.000+08:00

WOohooO. I'm finally blogging here! Because today is a happy day yea.

It has been a tuition-free week! Nothing beats that seriously. And AH! I can't wait for Monday! Off I go and byebye to Singapore for 4 days. WooS.

Anyway, results have been both good and bad. But life now is great and its damn happening! However, I have to emphasize yet again that TUITION spoils the moment everytime.

GRRRR.

Thank God hysteric boy and crazy girl are out of my league. But this also means less income for this poor kid over here.

* * *

I wanna plant a money tree.

2007-03-06T01:27:00.000+08:00

Tada! I'm kinda ecstatic now. Only some people will know what I mean, good friends!

2007-03-01T01:29:00.000+08:00

To those Kpos out there, keep your mouth shut after I've gotten my results.

I don't feel too eager to share it with anyone else, no matter good or bad.

So yea, don't ask or preach unless I willingly update you about it.

A day of joy left to the nearing of apocalypse. Goodbye.

2007-02-20T01:27:00.000+08:00

Eeeewwww. I puked my dinner (and perhaps part of my lunch) while bathing just now. Yeah, into the sink, again. As usual, I had to use a spoon to scoop the mess all up into the bag. Gross eh? My one-day-come-and-go-bulimia is acting up. It weighed more than 500g (I gauged it using the bottle of handwash)!

It reeked of red wine and soury stuff. And it was all brown with a layer of immiscible yellowish substance. How oily is the food I consumed! There were also bits of vege and meat. Interesting.

Haha. There you go.

A detailed description of my after-meal product.

CNY has been fine so far. The only disappointing thing is that my home will be kinda empty later. Every year, my home is open for friends to come visit. The response hasn't been too good this year. The guys have to book in the evening. Sigh.

Perhaps this will be the last year at my place.

To those who're coming: Enjoy yourselves later then! (There are quite a lot of food!)

2007-02-18T16:12:00.000+08:00

I'm munching on almond chocolates now! How sinful. Hmmm, I shall use CNY as an excuse for my craving for these lil' brown darlings. (Still not sick of them after the valentines' torture.)

This year's lunch was the same as the past few years' sessions - Sheraton. Ooh! Their yu sheng was damn good! As well as their dim sum and herbal jelly. But I think it added 2inches to my waist in the end. Haha.

At this rate, I'll be getting further away from my target - Stadium Girl.

FYI, the legendary Stadium Girl is someone Sean and I saw at the stadium while jogging. She is well-toned and has a nice tan. To add on, she is slim and has a defined butt! Oohlala, almost perfect from head to toe.

And yea, its a lil' unrealistic of me to aspire to be like her. But I think I can do it.

Just gimme time!

Haha, when I do so, Sean you better buck up and be mr macho! I'm confident I can win you in this. :)

Steamboat dinner up next! Gonna take a short afternoon nap first.

2007-02-16T01:06:00.000+08:00

I am dead beat and I'm not too sure why I still have the mood to blog.

Been sleeping less than 5hours everyday since last week. And didn't sleep a wink last night!

Did I mention how much I hate cocoa, corn flakes and flowers now? They gave me such a big headache and I don't wanna touch them anymore! (Erm, until the next week or so.)

Selling home/hand made items is not fun at all! They gave me an increase in hair fall, dark eye rings and an outbreak! At this critical time where the festive season is nearing. Oh, how great.

I am so glad its over, or at least for these few days.

I wanna give my bed a million kisses and hugs! MUACKS :) (Hops onto it immediately.)

2007-02-05T01:19:00.000+08:00

This new skin has limited space! Duh. But it doesn't matter. Its not as if I'm blogging that often.

Been tied down by the project and tuitions. I hardly have time for myself now. And I'm looking like a panda.

Valentines, CNY, oh please come quickly!

After which I'll be a little less busy. And start my worries about the upcoming release of results.

* * *

Of course, looking forward to my short getaway in March! Woohoo..

2007-01-31T02:38:00.000+08:00

AH! For the change of template, I've got nothing much to say, except that, my carelessness had led to the loss of my previous data! LOL. But I ain't feeling very gek la. Not really attached to the previous skin (I found a nicer one!).

Thus, the template will be updated soon! :)

And and and and and!!!.....

Do take a look at http://valentinesales.blogspot.com .

THE VALENTINES PRODUCTS WE'RE SELLING ARE ALL FEATURED THERE. DO PATRONIZE! THANKS AH! :)

2007-01-24T08:18:00.000+08:00

My dearest Eleanor wants me to update my blog. So, I shall update my blog!

Anyone wants to buy Valentines' day stuff at prices cheaper than stores outside? eg. roses and MRS FIELDS cookies? Hee. I got lobang! Msg/call/email me k?

Its for charity! But I promise its not any NKF saga number 2!

2006-11-21T13:05:00.000+08:00

Two more days! Zzz. Some people have already gotten sick from the free time they had during the weekends, while I'm slogging like crazy still. WTH!

Mel and gang had already left for HK yesterday! AhHhhhHh! How envious!

Somehow, I've drifted into the holiday mood already.

HOW CAN I RESIST IT WHEN EVERYONE ELSE IS HAVING FUN?

My post-exam timetable has already been packed with chalets, birthday stayovers and more chalets. The only thing I'm worrying about now is, will I get enough sleep from all the tons?

TEEHEEHEE.

* * *

Everytime I look at the clock or something, its 3333333333. WAH LAO, stop bugging me la freak number.

2006-11-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

Sometimes when you get too frustrated from completing 1000MCQs (this is madness), you get away from it by eating, watching some teevee, or simply sleep.

For me, I indulge in PACMAN!

Tell me you love this all-time favourite game like I do man!

Its PACMAN leh! How can you not love it?

This is pure bliss. I wanna PACMAN all day long when everything ends.

DON'T HAO LIAN TO ME THAT YOU PEOPLE ARE DONE WITH A'S MAN! I BITE YOUR HEADS OFF I TELL YOU! (Seanie's first in the queue.)

* * *

Let's do a countdown! 81mins to my birthday! I'm still SEVENTEEN! So young and pretty HAHAHA.

2006-11-15T23:14:00.000+08:00

I haven't been too kind. Neither have I been working hard.

A's seem to be more of a flop than success. The many routes that I've laid seemed to have narrowed down to only one.

I don't like this, at all.

P.S. I still love gying!

2006-11-10T09:43:00.000+08:00

I have been blog-hopping and as usual, many were commenting on how badly they have done in the past few papers. You don't say you've done bad when you've lost 10-over marks yea.

So jojo is here to make everyone else feel better, 'cause I can proudly declare that I've lost 30-over marks in math! Oooh, I see wings on my math grade.

DAMN.

How I wish that they don't grade it with the bell curve. At least there's still a hope in getting something more decent. Oh wells, end of complaint. For those who did better, just smile and mock at me all you want.

P.S. I love gying! :)

2006-10-03T22:56:00.000+08:00

Okay, I know I'm quite late, but it's still Miss Chong Lanbu's nutshell crack-day. (Yeah, she's really a tough nut.)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARIE MELLIE.

HAHAHAHAHA! Love, your honeydew!

2006-09-27T00:51:00.000+08:00

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T16 Row 22, seats 4 and 5
Venue: Singapore Indoor Stadium
Date: 21 Oct 2006, Saturday, 8pm
Total cost: $260 (Inclusive of Sistic charge)

***ADDITIONAL!! ONE FREE A1-SIZED CONCERT POSTER TO BE GIVEN!!***

Msg me at jojo_oohlala@hotmail.com yea! :)

2006-09-18T21:57:00.000+08:00

I've got phlegm of all sorts - cream, mustard yellow, olive green, and an occasional tinge of red. I could almost form a Universal Indicator already. (Okay, forget the blues and indigos.)

I'm so tormented and drained by examinations. Although they've not officially ended for me, I've already given myself a break ever since Friday. How sinful. :/

We'll be sweating ourselves out for two full hours of badminton on Wednesday! Cheers*

2006-09-12T23:17:00.000+08:00

You scored as Theater. You should be a Theater major! Like a bohemian actress, you are seasoned and confident and not afraid to express yourself!

Mathematics

75%

Linguistics

75%

Philosophy

75%

Theater

75%

Dance

67%

Journalism

67%

Psychology

67%

Sociology

67%

Engineering

58%

Chemistry

50%

Biology

42%

Anthropology

42%

English

33%

Art

33%

In short, I'm a drama queen! Damn~ Haha.

For a short while, I thought Anthropology somehow links to Arthropods. It seems ridiculous LOL. Anyway, I don't wanna have any link with iky yucky cockroaches! For the uninitiated, Anthropology is actually the scientific study of the origin, the behavior, and the physical, social and cultural development of humans. Wow, boring~

2006-09-03T23:03:00.000+08:00

You only get to see crop circles on Discovery Channel, but I see them from my kitchen window! HahAhaHahaA!

Anyway, home is not a good place for studying already! I wasted my afternoon on the sofa. Watching tv, eating, sleeping, watching, sleeping, finding food. ROAR! So angry with myself.

But Mac isn't as ideal anymore too. We tried studying overnight on Friday but the trial failed terribly. To think that we went through all the trouble for the permission -_-

Mum exclaimed (as usual), "IF YOU DARE STAY THERE, THEN DON'T THINK OF COMING BACK HOME AGAIN!"

Me, being heck care (also as usual) simply continued staying. Teeheehee.

Please do not follow my footsteps yeah :x

And pig head is nice to have stayed up until I fell alseep, before he did the same. Clap clap!
Love love! :)

P.S. Check out the new song posted!
JOANNA LEH! Hur!

2006-08-29T22:59:00.000+08:00

Why must all the good tv programmes come up during the exams period. AIYO! Its darn sickening. I love documentaries, american series and reality tv!

Television is my best friend :)

They say that the paper tomorrow will be a killer. God bless us, the poor souls. I can't wait for it to end, then it'll be intense revision till my so-called 'actual commence of prelims'. (I seldom prepare for GP you see.)

I've been hit by the disappointment of my GP results from the mid years, and its been affecting me ever since. I'm not feeling confident about tomorrow, just praying that there'll be zero brain jams in the process!

Wish me luck ._.

2006-08-29T00:05:00.000+08:00

Sadistic. Tsk tsk. He is such a sadist to give me this. Tsk tsk again. On a second look, the pig looks rather spastic. Still, he is a sadist.

*Shakes head*

But I love him so :)

2006-08-28T00:15:00.000+08:00

We composed a song yet again! It's the so-called PLANET SONG.

With Soke Hwa as the lead singer and the tune of 'Are You Sleeping?', here goes:

I'm from Venus,
I'm from Venus.

You're from Mars,
you're from Mars.

Jie Ying is from Jupiter,
Jie Ying is from Jupiter.

We're aliens,
we're aliens!

2006-08-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

It had been a BAD day!

Note: This entry is not for the faint-hearted.

It kicked off with a mucus-filled morning, the very moment when I opened my eyes. It smeared right across the right of my face; hair; pillow and blanket. WAH LAO, super gross. Thank God the monkey was safe. PHEW!

I think it flowed and flowed non-stop throughout the night. Perhaps I tossed and turned in it. HAHA. Stupid malfunctioning nose.

At school, I wasn't the only suay one, because the suay God hopped onto Xiuwen! We were happily munching on the pandan man tous Christina supplied, and got into action for some drama. (Well, our natural tendency.)

We began boxing each other and using the buns to act as swellings in our mouths. Who knows I began laughing and then... SPURT!

Yeah, you've guessed it - right into her face =/ Imagine the emerald-coloured chewed substance, along with some saliva and air bubbles?

I am really sorry, my dear girl!

I've ruined her day, just like how mine was ruined by some unknown source.

As stupid as it may sound, I tolerated (while my bladder suffered) from morning to noon. EIGHT MEGA LONG HOURS! I've got big bladders man.

I had to undergo two hours of agony during chemistry before I could rush to the loo. I swore I would have pee-ed on the spot if I lingered around for a minute more or so.

I headed home feeling as if my stomach had been raised and squeezed into my oesophagus. The aftermath! (or perhaps only psychologically.)

Had my packet of sng muois to tide me through the bumpy bus ride. It was only a matter of time before I spew my lunch out.

I dozed off and started 'nodding my head'. Who knows when I woke up, the one beside me was a NYJCian! WTH, NO MORE IMAGE LE LA!

I went to the door, wanting to alight. Thinking that I had long legs, I simply leaped across the few steps at the door and onto the pathway... And FELL! HahAHahaHAHa!

To me, poopoo-ing had always been a good experience, especially having constipated for days. And you always wash your hands after that.

But you seldom puke when you wash your hands, don't you? IT'S DISGUSTING I TELL YOU.
I had to use a spoon to scrap the mess into a plastic bag, and it stank terribly.

EEeeeewwwWww, right?

I went for round two before typing this entry. So, no school for me tomorrow!

Doctor Tan, here I come!

2006-08-16T21:28:00.000+08:00

Look at mr. blood's rockstar pose! Ain't he sexy? HAHA.

The new bloodbank gift is super uber cute. So people, start donating blood!

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Anyway, I'm all geared up for my last dash. (Better late than never laaaa~) Friends! Join me in the combat of this final ordeal of jc life yea. And if any of you need a studying pal, just call me!

Tests and tests till next week, followed by the start of prelims.

AHhHHhh!

2006-08-09T19:21:00.000+08:00

Watching the NDP reminds me of my participation a few years back. I daresay it wasn't a big role, but I'm proud to have played my part. (Oh, I am patriotic!) There is a strong surge of nostalgia in my head, especially after hearing all the familiar marching tunes. Aaawww, I miss those training days.

The commanders and ICs always said that we, Guides, were the worst squad out of the whole contingent. Haha, thinking back, I thought we did okay! Nonetheless, I think we were fortunate 'cause we need not march and jog into the stadium like this year's. (Looks kinda, HmMmmM...)

Everyone had to endure the long period of standing that seemed like forever. Now, I sympathized with those people standing at attention while the crowd continued singing and cheering. It's what I call zek ark, LOL.

It was truly HELL for me that time. I often prayed the parade commander would ask for permission to march-pass the parade asap. And that year being the SARS year, there was this long speech and video clip. Zzz!

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Oh man, it's making me miss guiding! The blue uniform, yellow scarf (Left over right, right over left :P), the belt and my shiny badges and boots! I miss using kiwi on Friday nights; drill sessions under the hot sun; outdoor cooking and gadgets making; camps and campfires!

Be Prepared. (Duh.)

2006-08-07T00:14:00.000+08:00

The famous WANT WANT boy has undergone puberty...

And transformed into WANT WANT MAN!

EVERYONE HUAT TOGETHER!

2006-08-04T23:15:00.000+08:00

It seems like everyone is into the ELVIN craze now. HAHA, so am I, but not a big fan though.

I'm becoming a TV freak now. It is much more appealing than the computer, at least. Great shows are coming up or have already came and I'm loving it!

Once I watch, I can't stop.

But with shows like Ghost Whisperer and America's Next Top Model (New season starting from 14 Aug, 10pm!), how can I ever quit? Hee. Plus all the endless movies and travelling documentaries on cable, ooooohh! (I'm a true Hubber.) Don't even need to use words. *Runs over to kiss my TV set.*

I'm proceeding to enter my CCA remarks, now that my Solitaire pal has reminded me. Truly regretted that I didn't have a decent CCA for the past year. Its not like I had used the excess time to study. I'm much worse than those who are tied down by CCA and yet, still excelled.

I've wasted my JC life away, with shame and guilt. I'm not even motivated to end my last lap with grace. Please, someone get a drill and excavate my brain with it. Add some senses into it after that.

Okay la, homework after the testimonials! Goodbye!

2006-08-02T18:35:00.000+08:00

I headed home early today! But the trip back to paradise was rather aggravating.

I thought I could have a short nap on the bus, when this bunch of annoying teenagers sitting right at the back had to talk so loudly that I assumed the driver could catch every single word they said.

Making things worse, they started singing! MY GOODNESS. Did they think it was the karaoke or something? Well, perhaps they were training for some singing competition, so that's fine with me. But this guy (who almost made me throw my shoebag at him) had to start making these really raunchy noises. WTH?

These people are seriously in the wrong place, at the wrong time. Fortunately, I alighted just before those suggestive noises got worse.

But it does not mark an end to my misadventures. When I reached my flat and climbed the stairs, I saw this group of lower secondary school boys loitering outside an apartment, probably belonging to one of them. Sick enough, they were playing with a water-filled condom, thinking that it's amusing. All I can do is give a look of disappointment and shock while they laughed away.

Youths! Barely 15 and already uncouth. What are parents doing nowadays, may I ask? Ok, maybe I'm not fit to ask this question yet as I haven't gone through parenting myself, but I don't think it's that difficult to teach the kids some simple manners and proper public behavior.

To think that this new-age generation will be our future successors. Oh well, I'm making myself sound old already! *Still a young and sweet seventeen year old!*

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On a lighter note, I had weird dreams a few days ago! Firstly, I dreamt that I went shopping with Soke and gang to a Kinokuniya-cum-Ikea megamart! *Highly dued to my deprivation of shopping!* Haha.

The next day, I dreamt of ANDY LAU! WTH. An extremely charming man he is. I got to know him and we were searching for a missing girl together. It was very entertaining and how I wished I could be in it forever. HOHO! To increase gross level, *prepare your bucket* in the midst of the search, I started messaging TAKESHI KANESHIRO! HahAhahaHAhaHA!

Ok, proceed to your regurgitation. BLEH~

2006-07-27T23:43:00.000+08:00

He's no longer Mr pig, he's Ooh-Ooh-AH! HahAHaHAa! Now a portion of my bed is dedicated to Mr monkey. *Steals and chews the delicious banana in his pocket!*

Ok, now everyone thinks I'm speaking martian language. Well, that's fine haha.

Tedious Thursday is over! Straight 10 hours in school can kill in the long run! So glad I'm left with a few more thursdays for the term. Fabulous Friday is on its way! Math homework and comics!

Hee I bought two more today, so I'm left with 15 for the series. We spent more than half an hour at Kinokuniya's comics section after dinner. And he introduced so many artists and titles to me that I thought I saw stars instead. HAHA. I didn't know he has THAT whole load of collection at home! *My December holidays won't be boring anymore*

Plus youtube's anime, it'll be mega-ultra-SHIOK for me! Oohlala! :)

On a random note, I haven't had bananas for a long time!

2006-07-25T22:17:00.000+08:00

When she said peel, she really meant PEEL. Yeap, I'm talking about my face condition whahaha. Mum finally brought me to the skincare specialist last week, when she should have done so 12months ago. Its stings, and it stinks. =/

The scar cream even smelt like the cocktail I had last friday. My very first! (Ok la, I very suagu I know.) I'm warning you guys out there, never to try one with dry vermouth in it. It tasted like the morning half-boiled egg with soya sauce and pepper that I have for breakfast. Yuck.

I was reminded of my stagnant Fushigi Yuugi comics when I chatted with Gying on saturday, so I aim to continue my collection! (Long way to go though.) Muahaha. And Mr pig is gonna lend me many other series! Teeheehee. Talking about Tamahome reminds me of Psk, 'cause she was the one who recommended this anime to me.

We finally went shopping after a million lightyears! She missed me and I missed her. So the conclusion is, we missed each other. Ok, darn lame. Though we didn't really buy much, I still had fun. Hey, its Psjmh leh, nothing else more fun than that lol.

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Guess what day's tomorrow? HahAhahaHAhaA! *Super retarded*

2006-07-21T00:13:00.000+08:00

Tired tired tired! Been crushed terribly by the tremendous amount of homework throughout the week. Luckily its a holiday tomorrow, or else I wouldn't be able to take a breather.

Nadia's back after a year, so we'll be meeting tomorrow, yeah! But I'm having the vibes to mug non-stop. Ok that sounds ridiculous I know, but I cannot prevent Mr. Motivation from coming! Woohoos. Maintain this way for eight more weeks and I will ace my prelims! Better said than done, duh.

At least my messy desk is becoming a very conducive area to study (for good)! So much better than school now. Its ironic because just last year, it was the direct opposite. Pretty weird how drastically environments change (or perhaps my mentality). Well, you can't blame women for being fickle-minded. That's nature :)

Its just like between purple and red; you can't decide which to get, so you end up getting the red one. You never expect it to slowly undergo evolution and eventually, BLOOM into a hot pink instead! AhhHh! Complete nightmare! Then, you begin questioning yourself, "Perhaps purple is a wiser choice". Nonetheless,

I INSIST IT'S RED!

And do you know that there's a difference between reddish-pink and pinkish-red? Hmmm, the sequence of the words, that is.

HAHA. Self entertainment. BAHH~

2006-07-15T20:02:00.000+08:00

I'm suffering from my mega gastric while awaiting for my tom yam cup noodles to cook. I think it is the doing of orange juice on an empty stomach.

Moans in pain.

2006-07-11T22:25:00.000+08:00

Brand new school term has started today, and bad grades are slowly finding their way into my hands. More to come tomorrow, which means it won't be a good day.

What I need now is more shopping! Ok, I admit that I've been getting a little out of hand.. But still, who can resist sales? You tell me la. HAHA.

Now that the World Cup is over, I need to re-adjust my biological clock. I'm suffering from SULTASS (Staying-up-late-to-appreciate-soccer syndrome). The fun nights when the four of us lazed around to stare at the TV set. Hoho, shiok!

Weird enough, its the women that turned nocturnal to catch the matches in the Chung family. Haha. Already looking forward to the next one :)

Time to sleep. Zzz.

2006-07-08T01:42:00.000+08:00

I have been tagged!

(Big enough? Zzz)
Okay, what's with the tagging trend now. So outdated leh, feeling so sooku now. ELEANOR YOU*&^%$#!~ HAHA!

Instructions:
1. Do the following without complaints.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you have completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's TagBoard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

CURRENT...
Mood: So high! I've finally shopped!

Taste: Subway's melt and white chip madacamia nut?

Clothes: Super silky BEARBEAR pajamas!

Desktop: Some peacock feather.

Nail colour: None. Boring eh?

Time: 1:08A.M.

Surroundings- left: A pile of bags, four sockets, Burberry paper bag? (HAHA free one la.)

right: Full load of junk on my desk. Daniel radcliffe's faces all around. Jy's note saying "To Joanna. Good Luck! All e best!" -written four years ago lol.

Annoyance: Nobody's around to play games with me! Hmph.

Thoughts: How to fully utilise my afternoon later. Teeheehee!

FIRST...
Best Friend: Is rebecca counted? No she's my niece.

Crush: Oohlala. Not gonna dig out my darkest secret for this! HA.

Music: No recollections. Probably some silly tunes I'm forced to hum during toddler times.

LAST...
Crush: HURHURHUR. Best friends should know. Ask them!

Cigarette: WTH.

Drink: Lemon Barley.

Movie: Poseidon. Wah lao, ancient.

Phone call: From mum, ordering me to get home.

CD played: Leehom's Unbelievable. Still sound as good after years.

HAVE YOU EVER...
Dated one of your best friends: They're mostly girls. If you're talking about Seanie, HA!

Broken the law: Of course, who hasn't? I've just ate my cookie on the bus home. JY WE'RE GOING TO JAIL.

Been arrested: Nah.

Been on TV: Primary one. Some dance competition at TCHS.

Kissed someone you dont know: I would gladly do it on Leehom HAHA.

5 things you are wearing: Ring, necklace, ear sticks, BEARBEAR pajamas and... (A woman's got to wear what a woman's got to wear.)

4 things you did today: Completed my Biology paper, bought clothes, added a new watch to my 'collection' and ate my long-awaited Subway!

3 things you can hear right now: Some sassy love song on the radio, the fan, my typing.

1 thing you do when you are bored: Sleep.

OKAY. You're the next victims girls. GYING, PSK, SEEMUN. Dont know who else reads this stagnant site too lol. Whatever.

SLEEP!

2006-07-08T00:47:00.000+08:00

-=[ Eleanor ]=- Me to You says:
oi
-=[ Eleanor ]=- Me to You says:
will u blog something

SOMETHING-

Okay, not funny at all, zzz.

Anyway, I've been set free! Woohoos! I love shopping, I love splurging. Find me a sugar daddy so I can buy over Espirit, and give u all the tubes you want there Gying. HAHA. And my floral dress! Ooh no more!

So shiok that its over, alas! Now I've got three fine days to have as much fun as I want. My mahjong!

OINK.

2006-06-30T16:50:00.000+08:00

Oh, let the dreadful thing end. I want my sleep and mahjong!

2006-03-26T23:47:00.000+08:00

He's so silly he makes me do nothing but smile. Life has never been better (I'm truthful about this!)

Mark the day.

One hundred and twentieth :)

2006-02-26T20:46:00.000+08:00

Blogging! Haha. Life's been really busy, and good at times. Cant wait for the week to end, for BYG to come, then I'll have time to study!

Although I dont get to see him very often, I'm happy with the way things are now :)

And...

I LOVE BRIDGE!

2006-01-29T23:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS!

Something seems to be amiss this year, but I dont know what. And I think I looked awfully fat today, ROAR. I need to exercise ah! All the food from yesterday's reunion dinner and lunch today are killing me! Its like stuffing myself with food after a year of starvation. And of course, the deadly new year goodies! Woohoos, pineapple tarts!

I've watched Fearless and I think Jet Li is SOOOOOOO handsome leh! Anyone who have his vcds can lend me? HAHA!

Collections this year arent as good as last year's, but I'm not trying to complain yea. I tried putting myself into my parents' shoes and I realised its been hard on them. Here, they have a spendthrift daughter who splurges unecessarily without much thinking. I think I'm gonna coop myself at home to prevent myself from shopping.

And do some studying as well :)

I was telling eleanor a moment ago, that I felt like getting a scholarship. HAHA faraway dream man. It seems like I still cant decide on what I wish to pursue in the future, and that sucks. Without a direction in life is almost like having no soul. Darn.

2006-01-25T22:07:00.000+08:00

I had McChicken for dinner! It is about 510 calories! AHhhhH! Fat le fat le! I broke my own record today, I slept for the whole of biology lecture! HAHA, with eyes opened of course. I didnt absorb a single thing, seriously.

2006-01-22T22:16:00.000+08:00

Oh my, bah gua is soooooo addictive!

2006-01-22T21:17:00.000+08:00

I'm so proud of myself because after three weeks of school, I only skipped one lecture. CHEERS! Felt like a heavy burden off my shoulder when school ended on friday. Hectic week is finally over. Had a darn hard time rushing chem tutorials and studying for tests. One more coming up this tuesday and I'll be free like a bird and be able to enjoy till the new year holidays end!

MATH TUTORIAL

MATH TUTORIAL!

Piling up like crazy. When will I ever complete those? Sigh, most people have completed integration and I'm still stucked at differentiation. Hey mr pig head please come back soon and help me!

I've become a bridge addict once again! *Itching for more currently* I'm also a mahjong addict as well! Cant stop playing it on my pretty pretty (but useless) phone whenever I have free time. If only I can use this time to do something more productive, I wont lag behind the rest no more.

Cross country is round the corner and as usual, we signed up as officials! HAHA slackers. I even pulled keenet along! And yeah seanie, I bet you'll make it to top20, fear not buddy!

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I'm booked on the 1st, 2nd and 7th of the lunar new year, so invite me to any of your houses on the rest of the days for visiting ok? As long as there's mahjong, I'll go! LOL. And also, 4J peeps! Whose house will we be going!? Tell me asap 'cause I dont wanna be the one deciding :)

-zooms away

2006-01-15T21:58:00.000+08:00

ken ... says:
however if you mean you arent doing excellent, then maybe you gotta ask yourself what you want

ken ... says:
and what you're gonna do bout it

Yeah, I'm gonna think hard about that man.

JOJO GO AND STUDY LA!!!

2006-01-10T12:17:00.000+08:00

Lazy bum is back lol. The first week of school was okay. You know what?

I DIDNT SKIP ANY LESSONS AT ALL LEH! EVEN PE!

Haha. The only problem is, I've got so much homework piled up, I dont know which to do first. Hmmm? Weather has been so bad, which results in me being fatter LOL. Its because everytime when I wanna jog, it'll rain and rain and rain. Frustrating leh!

School life has been quite normal. The daily routines and last minute homework rush. Nothing much. BUT...

I'm gonna change my phone! Woohoos. Gonna bid goodbye to mr old T610.

Flower power! LOL. Omg, I'm really girlish, HAHA!

Spice up my life.